Sunday, June 29, 2008

... and the thunder rolls

He's gone - again. Walked out on us - again. Hasn't so much as called to even say hello to the kids - again.

Fuck, what am I going to do?! How, where, and when?

Between the *trying* to hold it together for the kids, the insane amount of crying that has left me so hoarse I can barely talk, and the back pain that has me in bed way more then I am comfortable with ... I'm barely hanging on here.
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  1. Just wanted to tell you that I've been reading...and praying for you during this really, really hard time. You are a strong WARRIOR MAMA...hang in there. It will all work out for good. xxoo, sara

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  2. Melissa-
    I have been lurking for awhile...Sara passed your blog along to me back in the spring. I just wanted to say that I am very, very sorry for what is going on in your life right now. I don't have any words that will help, and I know that, but I just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you and praying for you through out the day, and that even though I don't know you, my heart is hurting for you and your family.

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